Dear Reader,
This summer so far has helped me move my life in a direction I would have never expected. After finally making a definitive life decision that brought me unequivocal peace, I traveled to Puerto Rico with a dear friend. I had been dreaming of visiting the Caribbean islands for years, and Puerto Rico was near the top of my list. I feel thrilled I finally got to go! And I want to go back.
Maybe it sounds typical for travelers coming back to their homeland, but I don’t care, this trip was so healing. A moment sticks out: I was swimming in the crystalline, soothing teal waters of Isla Verde beach, barely a thought in my mind (which, if you know me well, is basically impossible). But in the sea, I felt this distilled, joyful calm. Rossi and I were floating maybe 4 feet into the ocean, literally and figuratively. I remember how much we laughed, and how much joy I felt in those moments. I recall, while letting the waves move me, a few painful memories from what I had suffered through over the previous year resurfaced. But in that moment that pain faded away. Here is a gallery of pictures from our Puerto Rico adventures below:
We had the time of our lives!! Just looking at these photos brings me so much joy.
It had been about a year-and-a-half since I had left the mainland, and this trip was a milestone. I reflected upon my most recent song, Lost + Found (co-created with my friend Skywalker Mike) on this trip, and contemplated the experiences that led to its birth.
I’ve hinted toward it a bit on my socials, but Lost + Found captures part of my journey processing what I was going through over the past year, especially accepting that I needed to put myself first after taking major steps to protect myself from a dangerously insecure ex; I’m grateful to my family and friends who provided me (and continue to) the support I needed through such a challenging time. Thankfully, justice was served and he paid the price; he was arrested, and I have a permanent restraining order against him.
The next song that’s coming lives in the same realm, but showcases a personal rebirth and empowerment. Hearing the power of this song would often bring me to tears, which makes it all the more important to drop. I’ll share the name of the song soon. I hope that when you hear it, you will feel stronger and more resilient to get through any challenges you may be experiencing too.
Finally, what would be said in this concluding paragraph I may save for a future post. It is a bit more personal, so if that update arrives you’re welcome to read it. ‘Til then, take care everyone, and stay safe wherever you are. In a time where the world feels so chaotic, we owe it to ourselves to find that resilient inner voice that can provide calm despite it all. I’m listening to her daily, now.
Much love,
Malsi
MALSI 
Leave a comment